Frayed Edges

I start this journey with a positive outlook and a heart full of dreams to help others. I can't take full credit, well, for really anything. We all bring things to the table that we have learned from others. My journey on this planet has had ups, downs, sideways, roundabouts, you name it. But let's lift eachother through the rain. Some days, I'm down for no reason at all. Just layin around watching "Catfish" and "People's Court", trying to get that get up off the darn couch inspiration. Which some days take longer than others, but one proof positive is once I do get up off the couch, I feel better..... for 5 minutes..... then overwhelmed.

 We lead busy lives. Between work, kids, cleaning, cooking, car registration, CPR class in the morning..... eckkkkk..... one and two and three and four.... ok. Off topic, but maybe that's it, I'm not focused enough. My phone has facebook and instagram, I got to "be consistent" for my businesses.  Be consistent.... how bout I consis tent someone in the ass. Do I have too much on my plate? Sure. But what pushes me further is the chance that I can eventually not work as much outside the home, and I'm getting there, slowly and frustratingly surely. Friends support me along the way and I support them.  I've found some great support over the years and am privileged enough to work businesses with some of the best out there.  So here it is, I multi task too much, I don't consider myself an expert in anything or even competent at some things.... but you know what? I try. And at the end of the day I don't regret not trying.